Jonathan Chow
5/4/14
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Kerouac's notion of time seems
to be that of an entity that is constantly moving and constantly taking others
with it. During the novel, Sal feels many different emotions concerning this
reality. As he sees his friends growing smaller in the rear window of a car as
he leaves them, he laments not being able to be a part of their lives
permanently. Yet, the madness he seeks makes such permanence is impossible to
achieve. This is also the case in the memories that Sal and Dean continually
share. They cannot conquer the past, so they continually try to relive it by
replenishing it with new memories as they travel once again across the country.
Time, throughout the novel,
seems to not exist, for the most part, within the world that Sal and Dean
share. This lifestyle was originally introduced by Dean to Sal since Dean
convinced Sal to take his first steps towards traveling along this never-ending
trip which includes going back and forth across the country. Though, in
reality, these trips do take time and take up huge sections of Sal’s life, this
does not prevent Sal from retaking these trips as if to escape from the boring
aspects of life. Dean, throughout the novel, revisits Sal and convinces him
each time to take some trip cross-country with him. Sal, as usual, agrees to
take these trips as if he were addicted to doing so. In retrospect however, Sal
takes these trips so he may forget the past and replace it with new memories
from this trip. Since Sal needs to do this over and over again, he continuously
does so with the help of Dean, his soul mate who accompanies Sal on most of
these journeys and who, like Sal, suffers from the same addiction of replenishing
memories with new ones. This addiction that both characters share seems to play
along with this reoccurring theme of “madness” and how it correlates with those
who move the fastest. “In Oakland I had a beer among the bums of a saloon with
a wagon wheel in front of it, and I was on the road again. I walked clear
across Oakland to get on the Fresno road. Two rides took me to Bakersfield,
four hundred miles south. The first was the mad one, with a burly blond kid in
a souped- up rod. "See that toe?" he said as he gunned the heap to
eighty and passed everybody on the road. "Look at it." It was swathed
in bandages. "I just had it amputated this morning. The bastards wanted me
to stay in the hospital. I packed my bag and left. What’s a toe?" Yes,
indeed, I said to myself, look out now, and I hung on. You never saw a driving
fool like that. He made Tracy in no time.” (I.12.2 Kerouac) In this passage, it
is obvious that Sal understands the madness that lives within the racing of
time but fails to do anything about it. With this information, we can assume
that Sal is either to afraid to take on the madness or that he is so consumed
with the addiction that he is unfit to fight against the power that has now
driven him mad which originated within Dean and causes him to feel that it is
necessary for him to replenish his mind with new memories.
Since it now has been proven
that there exists some form of madness within Dean and Sal, “the only people
for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be
saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say
a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles
exploding like spiders across the stars”, we can move onto the idea that there
seems to be a desperate attempt by both to appease this sickness that gnaws at
them. The solution, though not permanent, is their constant push to moving
forward. Though, we can recognize that it does not get rid of the illness
entirely it seems to be the temporary antidote for these two characters:
“Sal, we gotta go and never stop going 'till we get there.''Where we going, man?'
'I don't know but we gotta go.” (Kerouac)
The road is there escape from life. As all humans
do, we age and fall victim to the idea of “responsibility”. However, there are those who are afraid of
falling in line and accepting their fate as normal adults and try anything to
leave this notion of normality behind. Also, because these kinds of people are
a minority of society, the loneliness causes them to go insane since they have
very few others to speak with about their thoughts. Such people include Sal and
Dean who were fortunate enough to find each other and were able to find the
mystical power of healing which lies within the road. That is why both of these
characters are so attracted to the road; it allows them to escape the
responsibilities that tie them down to a life of boredom and inaction. Also,
with the increasing number of responsibilities, the amount held by an individual
can help determine how old that individual is. The more chores, the older the
person is. Therefore, as rational human beings, Sal and Dean wish to remain
young as long as possible and, on the road, they can remain as young as they
wish since time has no meaning while they are traveling back and forth across
the nation. “And for just a moment I had reached the point of ecstasy that I
always wanted to reach, which was the complete step across chronological time
into timeless shadows, and wonderment in the bleakness of the mortal realm, and
the sensation of death kicking at my heels to move on, with a phantom dogging
its own heels, and myself hurrying to a plank where all the angels dove off and
flew into the holy void of uncreated emptiness, the potent and inconceivable
radiancies shining in bright Mind Essence, innumerable lotuslands falling open
in the magic mothswarm of heaven. I could hear an indescribable seething roar
which wasn't in my ear but everywhere and had nothing to do with sounds. I
realized that I had died and been reborn numberless times but just didn't
remember especially because the transitions from life to death and back to life
are so ghostly easy, a magical action for naught, like falling asleep and
waking up again a million times, the utter casualness and deep ignorance of it.
I realized it was only because of the stability of the intrinsic Mind that
these ripples of birth and death took place, like the action of the wind on a
sheet of pure, serene, mirror-like water. I felt sweet, swinging bliss, like a
big shot of heroin in the mainline vein; like a gulp of wine late in the afternoon
and it makes you shudder; my feet tingled. I thought I was going to die the
very next moment. But I didn't die...” (Kerouac).
Since we understand the notion that Sal and
Dean are attempting to escape life, we begin to analyze what is it about life
that seems to be so unattractive to these two. Evidently, as any human would,
Sal and Dean seem to be running from something that must have hurt them in the
past. Such a thing could be classified as an event, situation, or problem that
they both faced and could not overcome and, in the end, they were probably
outdone by the something that was causing them grief and despair. Individually,
the reader knows that Sal has faced a nasty divorce which has left him scarred,
so scarred that he was too afraid to ever settle down again due to his fear of
heart break. On the topic of Dean’s past, it is not as clear as to what causes
Dean to hate the idea of settling down as much as Sal but there are several
clues that help shed some light for the reader. It is not as obvious for the
reader however to piece together the reasons as to why Dean would be terrified
at settling down in one spot. There are several clues though, that help identify
the problem that Dean sees with relating to time during a journey; Dean has his
own philosophy behind the concept of time: “They have worries, they're counting
the miles, they're thinking about where to sleep tonight, how much money for
gas, the weather, how they'll get there — and all the time they'll get there
anyway, you see. But they need to worry and betray time with urgencies false
and otherwise, purely anxious and whiny, their souls really won't be at peace
until they can latch on to an established and proven worry and having once
found it they assume facial expressions to fit and go with it, which is, you
see, unhappiness, and all the time it all flits by them and they know it and
that too worries them no end.” When one worries about time during their
pilgrimage, they seem to forget what really matters which is for them to enjoy
the trip itself and not stress themselves out about the tiniest things.
However, if you already know that your pilgrimage is to come to an end, then
you must build a schedule around that time interval in order to do everything
you want to do within those limits. However, if you continue to run along this
road without thinking of ending, then you can forget about the stressful
factors that come with time and you can do everything that you wanted to do
without feeling the pain of worry.
At the end of our analysis
of the madness that lies within the minds of our two main characters, we
realize that what Sal and Dean see in the road is not as crazy as we originally
thought it to be. At first, it seemed that the road was only a means to escape responsibility
and to free oneself from ever having to take charge of one’s own destiny.
However, now it is clearer that the road is a means to bypass the rules of time
and allow for a more livable lifestyle; a life without fear of ever running out
time to do the things one always wished to do. Since, we understand that there
is some merit in the lifestyle Sal and Dean have decided to worship, it is
acceptable for us to recognize this philosophy as an acceptable way of
improving the lives of others who seemed to be too preoccupied with scheduling
out one’s own life to fit the narrow restrains that come with the concept of
time. “I wish it need not have happened in my time," said Frodo."So
do I," said Gandalf, "and so do all who live to see such times. But that
is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time
that is given us.” This quote by J.R.R. Tolkien in his novel The Fellowship of the Ring provides
clearer insight on what Kerouac is trying to tell the reader with the idea of
the road when introduced to Sal and Dean; the idea of life is not to wish for
something specific to happen to you but, to make what you wish to happen to you
a reality by forgetting about the conventional limitations that come with time
and continue searching on the road for the thing you crave most without
worrying of what you will actually find.
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